Ironic?

Today, I have learnt that you are going to hurt what you loved the most in a way that you would never imagine the hard way. When it hits you, you will still be in the dark, blinded by only what you see and realised you have hurt her in the worst way.

Yesterday, I read about one of many Buddhas quotes of wisdom and one said, 'You can't seek reality outside yourself because you are reality.' and i thought and thought and got it. My interpretation of this phrase may be wrong, but to me it says that you need to be grounded to gravity and know your limits so as to succeed, not purely dreaming about stuff that you can never accomplish. For example, I can never be a 100 metre sprinter in the SEA games because I have severe flat feet. We can not be astronauts because Singapore has yet to set up a launch site.

2 days ago, I have understood the meaning of relaxation after a long long tiring tedious exam . It is even tougher than O levels, but i managed to survive it without much harm done to myself.( LOL what??)

Realised I never speak of the future? We usually do not have in mind the future of ourselves, even me. So i try to make it a point to picture the future of myself every now and then. But but but, You can't seek reality outside yourself because you are reality. Then I thought, let's just be Gerald Way of My Chemical Romance( The band sucks in my opinion) and have no fear in living for the future. Be your best for the future and truly seek reality within.