Worthless things are worthless?

I remember how I used to spend hours on my computer, 7am to 4am just to feel that life has indeed something to offer. Today i sit back and think about it, It was a total waste of time.

I remember how I used to go to my friend's house every Saturday and learn how to ride a bicycle. When i got better at it, I just speed all the way through and laughing at him. We did not talk much even till now. It was a total waste of friendship

I remember how I was so naive and let all of my friends into my house for the silliest reasons ever. There was this particular time where a field trip was cancelled and half of my primary school classmates came to my house and messed up the apartment. The whole house got wet because that day was a rainy day. It was a total bummer because i got an hour worth of scolding from Mom.

I remember how I started this blog because I can interest my readers because my ideas are awesome. But in the end I realise readers are just friends who are bored or just wants to know more about my life but I do not post anything much in my life so they just ignore this blog anyway. It was a total waste of effort.

But, on a brighter light, I have gained experience. I learnt how to type at light speed. I learnt how to ride a bike( even though my fall in Parkway Parade didnt exactly show that). I learnt how to stop inviting those asseholes into my house ever again. I learnt that old things can be dug up and be reused again.

Life is an endless journey filled with total wastages. We can use what Bob Marley has said, "Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for'. We got to find the things that are worth wasting our times in so as to gain the experiences we need the most that might aid us in the future. The question was never how, but what are we needing the most at every different possible choices of multi-verse we are going to step in.

I might be a rich man living in a cardboard box in thirty years time. No one can actually say I'm absolutely wrong with any solid evidence